i'll miss you when you're just like them.

cars_goes_beep @ 2009-08-13T06:02:00

2009-08-13T10:02:28Z

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-09-04T11:46:00

2005-09-04T15:47:14Z

new journal !!!

___jailbreak

add it.

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-08-31T09:48:00

2005-08-31T13:50:12Z

hahahahaha this is so symbolic.
the first day and i didn't even know we had school.
i sure know how to get the year off to an awesome start !

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-08-15T17:39:00

2005-08-15T21:40:05Z

i completely called this cowboy boot trend like, last year.
and i can't even find anywhere to buy them.

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-08-07T21:47:00

2005-08-08T01:49:46Z

today was the greatest.

me and miles and andrew had adventures,
the boy i thought was dead came home,
i dyed my hair blackish brown,
and my sister got a kitten.

p/s, i swear my boobs grew. in a day.

so it doesn't sound that great to you;
you weren't there.

i looove my friends.

edit: i just noticed i have the grossest tan lines. everrrrr.

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-08-03T22:21:00

2005-08-04T02:22:08Z

i need to start writing in this thing more.

camp was amazing. i miss everyone and everything.
movies, talking, red bull, cuddling, sleeping under tables, robotrips, counselor drama, brina bullshit, timmy's briefcase, buckner hinkle II, orgasm noises, being a boom whore... all of it.

i'm always making these really great friends in short periods of time and then leaving them and never seeing them again. my best friends from camp live in kentucky, maryland, manhattan, connecticut... why is it so impossible for me to make close-to-home relationships ?

anyways, me and liz have been doing a drawing class on mondays and wednesdays. we're learning a lot, but it's sort of constricting. i feel... creatively strangled.
wow.

on monday i went to a show in harvard square. it was so chill, the bands were amazing. hung out with eric, gabe, and james, some good friends who i haven't seen in awhile.

today i made a new myspace, but i'm considering deleting it before i get too deep again.

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-07-17T09:43:00

2005-07-17T13:45:03Z

I'M GONE 7/17 - 7/30
SO WRITE TO ME
OR CALL ME

SOCAPA Film Camp
C/o Smith College Summer Programs
Caroline Sullivan
42 West Street
Northampton, MA 01063

my cell is with me, too. 857 205 0937

lovelovelove

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-07-11T22:30:00

2005-07-12T02:31:17Z

why why why did i cut my hair ?
=[[[

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-07-04T12:17:00

2005-07-04T16:19:04Z

x3 j a d 0 r e: miles what are we doing for my birthday !
Mileman100: its a seceret i cant spell that word lol
x3 j a d 0 r e: WAIT LIKE YOU REALLY ACTUALLY PLANNED SOMETHING ?!?!?!
Mileman100: yea but i cant tell u what it is

YAYAYYAYAYY AYAYA YAY !!!

x3 j a d 0 r e: YYAYAYYAYAYAAYA ARE WE HAVING AN ASHLEE SIMPSON/SPICE GIRLS DANCE PARTY !!?!?!?!1
Mileman100: ahha maybe

YAYAYYAYYY YAYAYAY YY !!!

Mileman100: and ive got a surprise for u
x3 j a d 0 r e: AHH!!?!!!?!?1
Mileman100: yeaa
x3 j a d 0 r e: IM SO EXCITED IF YOU CANT TELL
Mileman100: ull get it in ur bday

YAYA YYYA HAHHHHH AHHH I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!
it's in 8 days if you didn't know !
that's july 12th if you didn't know !

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-06-18T02:34:00

2005-06-18T06:37:38Z

who wants to be my new boyfriend ?

cars_goes_beep @ 2005-06-06T21:57:00

2005-06-07T02:01:49Z